Why
am I a rebel? Why do I put out the Rebel Flock News? Why do I take
pleasure in dissing some traditional churches, dissing some public
men of the church, making fun of a few goofy pastors and so on?
Why? Because God
told us to test all things, and I'm just naturally curious.
All things? You
mean even the reasons why we worship and serve God? Even question
the moral fiber of today's church? Even question ethics and money
and greed and, dare we, question the Pope's authority? You mean test
Benny Hinn and Oral Roberts' claims of healing to see if they are
true? (like they'd really let you). Or if a minister says 'this or
that is in the Bible', should we maybe test his claim and see for
ourselves? I think so.
I was raised in
a conservative, non-rebel environment. Traditional, evangelical, and
Presbyterian. Wearing a tie to Sunday school and church seemed to
be a holy requirement, but it could have been just mom's requirement.
I've never run across the word 'tie' in the Bible, but maybe I just
haven't read far enough.
I hated ties;
I still do. Know why? Because they're fake. Everything about them
is fake. We put on a 'fake' persona to go along with the tie to fool
people into thinking we're swell people; sweller than we really are.
Maybe even Christians. We're supposed to be searching for truth. Ties
aren't truth. Ties are from the pit of hell - let's lose them.
Some might think
I'm rebelling against God?
Am I?
No.
Am I rebelling
against going to church?
No.
Am I rebelling
against people who take the simple gospel of Jesus Christ and goof
it up and make it an 'experience' that only a few chosen folks get
to do?
YES.
Personally, I
think Jesus may be ashamed of many of the people in the public eye
who call themselves Christians. If you look at people on Christian
TV especially, and they're shaking and yelling and jumping and pointing
and speaking in tongues and knocking people over; and this is all
good? If I were a non-Christian I'd think these people were nuts.
I'm a Christian
and I think they're nuts.
Where's the love?
Where's the grace? Where's the realization that we're ALL sinners?
Where's the simplicity of the gospel of Christ?
Look at it this
way; one could be a Christian plumber and still be a sinner. One could
be a Christian bus driver and still be a sinner. One could be a Christian
lawyer - naaah. One could be a Christian secretary and still be a
sinner. One could even be a respected, Christian pastor and still
be - still be a sinner? Yes. Some of the most egregious sins purported
on mankind have been by pastor sinners/sinner pastors. Even Billy
Graham would tell you he's a sinner (however, saved by GRACE!!!).
So why am I a
rebel? Because I'm on a search for truth. God's truth, not man's truth.
Please don't get me wrong; there are lots of things that are incredible
about the church and about Christians. We NEED the church, and we
need to be part of the church. Just remember not to get above your
raisin' and get too cocky. I'm not fond of cocky people - and cocky
Christians are the worst; almost worse than 'neat Christian guys'.
Good men are hard
to find. Often as hard to find as the truth.